@Smiley73 The fact that you put the effort into writing that means a lot to me. I appreciate it. I believe you're right, that they are just trying their best to psychologically mess with me, in hopes I will still cave. But I made up my mind and I'm committed to this route even if I may regret that later. I filed the dispute with PayPal and had the $200 returned to my card.
There is another detail working in my favor; I never actually had them take the test for me. They started extorting me before the test date, in fact, the test in question, that I discussed in the message transcripts hasn't even happened. It's still three weeks away, and I won't be taking it at all because I dropped the course.
Some takeaways: bad news does travel fast and even if I don't get in trouble, this is awful and embarrassing if they did send that to my instructor. I am a biochemistry student who graduates... hopefully... in February. I have worked hard, I run clubs, I have a great reputation in my school, and close relationships with my instructors. The shame. The truth is I have been a good student. But this issue discredits that completely. We all share quiz answers sometimes or see old tests, but until now I really wouldn't say my academic honesty had been much different than anyone else's or what's a healthy part of college life. Even my instructors talk about sharing quizzes when they were in school, and "learning to use your resources...*wink*wink*... friends".
Why did I do this?:
I have already started interning at a large company that has me working 40 hours a week, the job requires a ton of independent study on its own I have learned, and because I was so close I decided to take all 16 credits I had left with the thinking that I had worked and gone to school my whole degree so I could do this. However, I had underestimated the attention the internship would need. Once I finish my degree this internship will lead to a well-paying salary job within the month as part of the agreement. I have everything to lose here as you can see.
One night while struggling emotionally with the load I had taken on I was really looking for potential old tests from the instructor online and that search is what lead me to their site. Part way through the conversation I started thinking it seemed like a good solution to my problem. I was tired, and feeling desperate.
I don't think this is an isolated situation I am sure there are other students doing and thinking the same thing I was. I HOPE THEY READ THIS!
I want people to know what happened (anonymously). I can't tell you how much I appreciate your response, kindness, and well wishes.
If you know places to share this story that I could potentially do that without risking my identity I would like there to be more information about this out there. I want someone to google what I googled and find this warning.
PROTECT YOUR IDENTITY!
Protect your investment (your education).