I won't respond to your post any further for the same reason: I do not have time to waste.
Right; I just wonder how many goats died while you banged out the above masterpiece. Major's English isn't much better than yours, which is the same kind of excruciatingly awkward, over-careful English one sees among people who study, but don't speak, the language.
The only people who bullied me during my childhood got weapons pulled on them. It's interesting that you'd think that, though. Whatever your issues are, take some English lessons. People will take you much more seriously then; until then, you're just going to be the forum clown.
Btw, when you are not being openly mocked here, you are being completely ignored. Good luck looking elsewhere for the acceptance you so obviously crave, though, because let me clue you in: no one likes an ignorant, sycophantic, delusional crybaby.